So hi (:
im Haley Marie.
My life. haha. my life, its not as bad as i put it out to be , its worse. >:l
actually it isnt all that bad. to make this shortt,
when i was little my father got drunk ALL THE TIME.
so he decides to put a few fist to me and my moms face.
Yes my mother whooped his butt.
He left after she smacked him across the face with a pan and he ended up in the hospital knocked out, lol c:
My mom was lost after this so we had to move into my grandparents house, yay! (totally sarcastic)
but she got super heavy into drugs and shit, i mean i was like five or something? i had no idea. she would leave me places and all that bs. Then my dad decides to show up, HEY DAD! mom totally denys him and tell him to go F*** himself anf to get away from us, score mom. I was like 10 at this time.
At this time my uncle gets into my lifee and then he freaking talks to me like im crap :/ and still doess to this day. gah he is a dick..
So then, mom decides to go into rehab. umm bye mommy for like a year. I started to cut..ha fuck that. i was a straight up depressed daily cutter who wanted to blow her brains out but wouldn’t dare do it for her grandparents sake.
i was over that after a few months.. well half a year…
my mom kept doing her bullshit, so i just gave up on her.
finally she got better. :D and we had a blast with each other. she made my day , especially after i would get bullied in schoool. those dumb whores. “your a fatass” “your ugly” blah blah blah.
Well, Feb. 6, 2012 was the worse day in my life.
My mom had a heartattack, and she..died. My life is in such a mess and confusion, ya sure i have my family (kinda) and other friends, but that isnt going to change the fact that i dont have her and it kills me.. so fml.
i come to tumblrr, it makes my day better, then i get very little messagess..the good ones make my day, but they come out to be hate. i just delete and move on and say screw u.
Now i feel like ive lost everything… my bestfriend, my mom, my pride, my internity, my everything, just everything about myself i hate and one day, i wont be here to feel the pain anymore. one day…
PS im not even close to having as bad as life as most kids and that is not what im coming across as.. its just what happened.
your welcome <3